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Wednesday, June 21, 2006 losing it. 7:18 PM today is the 21st of june. in a few days, the mridangist will come down. then i will have rehearsals with the singer. and then with all the musicians. and then before i know it i will be prancing on stage. 9days9days9moredays. and before i know it, it will be all over. the realisation hasn't struck me yet. when i walk by board with the fine arts poster on it, i think, wow what a nice poster! i wonder who's doing her arangetram. then i realise, it's me. dang. and then boss was talking to some of the 4th year students, and i wasn't really listening to the conversation until i heard she's doing arangetram and i turned and said who's doing arangetram so exciting! turns out it was me. right. not that exciting after all eh. all i need is focus. focus you little bitch! i guess if i can focus in class when boss puts his hand on his wife's thigh when i'm dancing and i notice and can actually keep dancing without making mistakes...maybe i'm almost there. oh but i am so traumatised. no PDA in dance class pleeese. hahaha. but they are SO sweet. and i hate it when people i see in fine arts after 3 hours of dancing, all sweaty and gross, and the only thing they ask is oh so you're preparing for the arangetram now eh? like duh! i shd say, oh no! i'm breeding mosquitos in the toilet and in the drains, not like they aren't enough mozzies buzzing arnd the damn place. if that damn place gives me dengue i will burn the building down i swear. both knees killing me. left ankle pain! sigh i don't even remember how i injured it. and a cough has been annoying me for a while now. pffft. hope it doesn't get worse. and i think i'm subconsciously getting more and more nervous. i've been eating lots. ate lunch at 3 and then dinner at 6. and now i'm craving for chocolate ice cream. oh i am a PIG. say hellooo to my fat fat cheeeks. *toing toing* and stomach. whee. fatness. I WANT BEN AND JERRY'S. feeed mee. 3 comments |