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theyoungersister
fair, wheatish complexion.
docile, domesticated, dancer.
childbearing hips. by logical conclusion
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Monday, October 30, 2006
rebel!
3:52 PM
that's it. i've had a revelation.
sexiness is overrated.
from now on, i shall CHOOSE to be unsexy.
the issue here is nt whether i am or not, but that i am making a decision.
henceforth, i shall be unsexy. but please note i made a conscious choice.
HAH. sucks to you sexy people! UNsexy is the new sexy.
ps: this has nothing to do with the fact that i'm putting on weight, or that suddenly my capris fit very snugly on me, or that someone told me that my clothes were becoming too small for me, or that i've been having supper too often, or that i've become a sloth. no siree, nothing at all.
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finally!
11:04 AM
ugh. it's been ages. exercise and me drifted apart once term started, and i tell you it was a relief to go for a swim. =) wonderful stress relief. i could feel the tension dissolve away from me in the water as i did laps. and the water perks you up. now hopefully with abt 4 1/2 hours of sleep and an hour plus of swimming i'll still be able to get some good work done in the afternoon AND survive a gruelling project meeting at 5 AND then manage culture night rehearsal (oh sebby what would i do without you? hahah). i'm so going to collapse at the end of the day.
i've been feeling blobby and flabby and wobbly (omfg my ARMS wobble. i no longer have skinny arms.) and it was really time to get off my butt and get some exercise. didn't feel like running, and wanted a tan (oh shuttup already!). sky looked grey but there was some sun: notenough can! i hardly changed colour (you can stop snickering now you racist bastards). but of course, as usual, the sun shone on full intensity the second i got OUT of the pool. damn my anuja luck. but shall not complain - at least no rain. =)
butbut but. after swimming, i don't FEEL any thinner. i don't even LOOK thinner. i guess i shouldn't expect results so fast huh. or maybe i shouldn't expect any results at all. i should accept that i am an indian woman! and that flabbiness is our fate! *wail!* was whining to ashley and jinling about the newfound flabbiness - it's actually quite traumatising - and they both say that first i should stop mooching off other people's food.
hmmm. good point. shall think about it.
oh and after today, i have decided that the meanest people in the world are: a) mothers in law (i'm just saying: my mum says so) b) swimming coaches.
the swimming coach at clementi was fucking mean to his students la! wanted to punch him. he was so demoralising i tell you. like that how do you expect the kids to want to continue to train? i don't get it. it reminded me of my pri sch days when my parents forced me to go for swimming lessons and my coach was a this big chunk of beef and he made me swim and swim and swim. he gave up yelling at me, he got so exasperated that i spent most of my time hanging on to the side of the pool gasping for breath and procrastinating the next lap i had to do. ANDand on top of that i had to contend with swimming with a bunch of skinny manjans who were fast and could blow air into their pyjamas faster than i could. BAH. damn you swimming coaches of the world. you think life is easy when your standing all dry at the rim of the pool when the rest of us KIDS are splattering around in the water.
hmm. think i shall make this a weekly ritual. clementi swimming complex isn't that far away, and it's cheap thrill for me to buy the 50 cent child ticket hahaha. ya la src free la, but i refuse to be exhibitionist in NUS. i rather that in front of considerably older random people.
swimming once a week, and jogging twice? you think that'll reduce the love handles and double chin?
*grumbles*
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Sunday, October 29, 2006
finally woken
1:28 AM
i finally bought her! yippee. after listening to random song sof hers on pandora and digging through my iTunes for her songs i finally bought her cd. =) if you like corriene bailey rae you'll like jem too. i just LOVE her lyrics. they're simple, sweet and most importantly make sense. the RHCP do NOT make sense. then again, nor does neil gaiman sometimes. but i still read him. ohwell.
anyway here are the lyrics off one song on the album, it's not one of the popular ones.
jem
falling for you
Said there'd be no going back
Promised myself I'd never be that sad
Maybe that's why you've come along
To show me, it's not always bad
Coz I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so
It's true I've become a skeptic
How many couples really love
Just wish I had a crystal ball
To show me, if it's worth it all
Coz I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so
Yeah I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so
And I've got to be sure
Coz it's been so long
And I cannot take the pain again
If it all goes wrong
Coz I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so
Yeah I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
this deepavali
1:00 AM
i'm going to appreciate.
the parents. their support has been invaluable this year, honestly - i don't know what i'd do without them. we may have the usual parent-child arguments, but they have got to be the bestest parents ever. i couldn't have asked for a better set of people to bring me up. they've guided me and have been there for me through the arangetram and through my stressful semester and i could not have done without them. their love has been invaluable. i promise, i'll try to be good, i'll try to be home and i'll try to spend as much time with you guys as possible. i promise that i WILL buck up and pull up my cap and make sure that you guys are proud of me. because i sure as hell am proud of the both you.
my sister. pujie dearie i am so sorry that i'm unresponsive on msn. it's not my fault that you always msn me when a) i'm about to take a nap b) about to shower c) about to FINALLY start some work d) about to run off for rehearsal. i miss you! and i do wanna hear all about how the karaoke machine gave you 100% and how you saw 7545128 giraffes and how you climbed an active volcano and thought you were going to boil in lava and how someone wants to get you married off. thanks for listening to me babe, i think i've finally got my life on the right track and i am doing fine. i won't be online a lot these days (maybe at 3 am singapore time trying to finish of flast min work hahah) but i am looking forward to visiting you in africa. take me to meet your giraffe friends! hahah.
huren. probably the stablest influence in my life in the past year or so. thank you so much hon. i looked forward to tuesdays - it got me out of the (fun) madness of hall life, back into the rest of the world. and the red ruby! keep them coming hahah. don't know what i'd do without you. i'm going to continue to drag you to all the arty farty stuff that i like to watch and you are coming with me i don't care. =) the haze is getting better eh? *wink*
my darlings: parvin, viknes, sashi, vish! and halima. i know i haven't spent much time with you guys lately. it's half my fault, half not my fault. i miss you guys. a lot. a lot a LOT. i'm trying to do so many things that nothing comes out 100%, and my friendship with you guys has been affected by my over ambitiousness, i know. parvin i'm sorry i keep missing your calls - i do wanna talk to you. vik, hope all's good with you and law and sashi how ARE you. vish - naughty naughty haahha. i doubt that any of you read this though but whatever. i don't know what i'd do without any of you. you guys have been so supportive of me throughout this 2nd half of the year. i may not deserve it, but please continue to be there for me esp the next month when ill be mugging for exams. boohisss. i will try my best to make my presence felt yea. love you all lots! you guys are always in my prayers.
hall mates/floor mates. the other inmates of the insane asylum that i stay in most of the time. thank you guys for the entertainment, the company, the food, the laughter etc. you guys complete my uni life. without you all, nus would be dull as vanilla. or yucky like yam. but now it's rocky road with chocolate bits and rasberry swirls and raisins and brownie bits and whipped cream. good luck to those going on exchange - you guys will be missed. PEARLIE we are going to be so lost without you, going for cancelled tutorials and failing tests! and melf have a great exchange, don't get lost and keep in touch. i am sooo happy for you that john is back. =) that anticipation on your face is something that i will remember. you were glowing. hahhaa. JL hang in there, the essays and the dancing and the singing will be over, then you can start econsing. hahah. lish! keep the baileys, i also want ahaha! ugh damn why did i start mentioning names? to the rest of you special people *kissssssssss*
dance mates. hardly get to see you all anymore! vahini thanks for your offers of going out but i really have no timme. =( don't worry so much, it'll sort otself out, give it time. and nooooshie it wa sso nice seeing you. sindhu all the best for the arangetram and wedding (i'll start kayaking now okay) suselle study hard for As you can do it JIAYOU hahahh. don't lose heart, i know what you're going through dearie.
and to all those who wished me happy deepavali, thank you and same to you! i just don't reply smses, i am a B-I-T-C-H. heehehe. hope everyone had a lovely lovely deepavali, i sure did.
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
revelations
1:57 AM
i have made a few revelations today!
1. the 3 crates of liquid in the dininghall during dinner serve different coloured juices, not just one as i previously thought! imagine my surprise when i filled cups with not just pink juice, but orange and water as well! so exciting. it's magic!
2. breakfast: it's either milo or soya bean, never both. =( how sad. i hate soya bean. eew.
3. IO quizzes are upon 6: therefore, one is expected to circle 6 right answers, not any less, not any more. seems it's logical and i should have realised this earlier, but of course not. i am only interrigent at periodic intervals that occur at low frequencies.
4. omg there are more than 1 IO practice tests in the tets bank! i didn't realise that in 81 pages there couldn't be just 10 quizzes. i am such a dodo. why doesn't it strike pearlie to tell us these things? grrr. so now i can feel less insecure cos i don't just have 2002 questions to practice but i have 2003, 2004 AND 2005 questions to attempt. YAY i shall make an IO question booklet. printed at amma's office of course. if NUS gives me such lousy lecturers then i might as well make it my sch fees worth to exploit her dept's printing facilities hurhur.
5. KRX. is NOT KR Acts. it's KRX cos we're X rated. or just call us KRSex. i think almost every other male member of KRX has attempted to hump miss lucy, the mannequin. poor thing, she must be tired.
6. likestoplay is now a trademark of KRSex.
7. the arts canteen sells special tuna waffles to keelong, which looks and smells suspiciously like peanut butter, just so that anuja won't eat them.
8. IO isn't complete without cocaine coated chips, cups of tea or coke, peeing, Firm Boobs, Big Ang Moh Boobs, Big Boobs on Fat Girl etc.
9. Econs is incomplete without jinling, pearline, keelong, ashley, pearline's brains and pearline's tutorials - which are a seperate entity of their own.
10. smitam =)
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
lost in space
3:29 PM
One of my all time favourites - began playing on my iTunes today and amidst my scary game theory presentation preparation, the lyrics made me smile, as always.
Lost in Space
Lighthouse Family
Sometimes I get tired of this me first attitude
You are the one thing that keeps me smiling
Thats why Im always wishing hard for you
'Cause your life shines so bright
I don't feel no solitude
You are my first star at night
I'd be lost in space without you
And I'll never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to heaven, if I do
Feels just so fine
When we touch the sky me and you
This is my idea of heaven
Why cant it always be so good
But its alright, I know youre out there
Doing what youve gotta do
You are my soul satellite
Id be lost in space without you
And I'll never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to heaven, if I do
And Ill never lose my faith in you
And Ill never lose my faith in you
=)
had lunch with mum today, the woman is freakishly intuitive.
*shudders*
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
econs doesn't like me.
12:34 AM
sometimes (did i say sometimes? i think i meant all the time), this is what i feel about econs.
when you've got tutorials to do which are so bloody hard and are so time consuming and so mathsy, this picture echoes my sentiments exactly. chinaman bastard, can you not set questions that you haven't covered yet in lecture? gah.
and also when i study for IO tests and i still end up getting a ZERO. oh fuckety fuck. the ultimate humiliation is when jinling AND keelong laugh at me! you bitches, how can you? where are the words of consolation? the 'don't worry nooj it'll be fine!'? all i get his keelong's characteristic walrus like nasal cackle and jinling's bimbotic giggle. ah sigh. and you nice IO man, can you learn how to use punctuation? your questions are deprived of fullstops. sangat confusing lah dei. we even wished you happy deepavali in the feedback form. ='(
goodbye, world!
*exits with a luxurious sob and hand on forehead*
(sorry, stage direction is a result of typing theatre studies essay for 3 days.)
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
when the nooj goes for econs lecture...
11:38 PM
this is what i do in econs lecture.
sleep.
can you see my double chin?! and fat cheeks? and pimples?
wtf so unglam!
and then my lovlies take photos of me sleeping and then drew my portrait on my lecture notes.
let's play a game. spot the following words on the above picture:
drool
sagging boobs
fugly
double chin
in the meantime don't forget to check out the mad hair and pimples and the 2 strands of hair growing out of my chin.
welcome to my world. =)
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
especially for thou.
11:56 PM
my dearest vasud
part of the brahminhood
i would really do her if i could
my fellow indian in singlehood.
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
you turn from vamp to good traditional indian brahmin girl in front of my parents, just like i do in front of yours.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
easy. attempt to shut up for 5 minutes. just keep quiet. that's all i ask.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
red. cos you're fiery and red. and we have the same bright red bra from pierre cardin. hahha.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
you make me laugh, even if your jokes are oh so retarded. btw i laugh at everything. hahah. like now. ahahhaa. hahhah.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.
paatu class. i do not remember insisting my handwriting was better than yours, although i am capable of doing such a thing, and i still maintain that it's better than yours - but i remember laughing everyting AKK sir spat a wad of chewed up paan out of the window and getting scolded for laughing together.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
hyena. go figure. hahah.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
can we have a conversation that does not involve bitching about the brahmin community?
i did vasudha everybody! wooohoo. i can die in peace now. ahaha.
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Sunday, October 01, 2006
asleep/happy
9:34 AM
so i have no reason to put this up, other than the fact that i'm trying to find every reason NOT to start reading my econs textbook. damn you externalities.
and you bastard chinaman, can you decide if X and Y are goods, or firms? you're schizo. and yes pearline, i'll start paying attention in lecture! no more talking. *zip*
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my favourite pair of boobies.
9:12 AM
she did me! *giggle*
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
and she says:
1. You are an idiot. Random enough? :D no it's not.
i may be an idiot, but that's not random!
2. Be all serious, philosophical and stable. In my presence ( Since YOU complain, its my presence that causes you to have the mad glint, I was forced to add the disclaimer)
i'm capable of being all philosophical and stable! iyamiyam. but your prescene dulls my brain. can you blame me?
3. Rainbow. like you are on effing LSD 24h. hahahah
puff the magic draaagon lived by the seaaa. he frolicked in the autumn land *brays*
4. You laugh at anything. Even my cannot make it jokes. :D
like: what goes blackwhiteblackwhiteblackwhite haha? ans: vasudha in a white t shirt.
5. @ music. Insisting your handwriting was oh so more gorgeous than mine. Such a BRAT! ( And I was nice enough to agree with you because you and puja would NOT SHUT UP ABOUT IT and I needed to go home.)
i have photos of us with bad hair and HUGE ando glasses and putting thalam as if we were the proest singers in the vorrrld.
6. A slightly drugged tigger.
can i be piglet! it's pink!
7. If you were a guy, what kinda guy would you be?
babe, we concluded daisy is lesbian. i don't know what my point is.
i miss you girl, and thanks for the concern. keep reading your kiddy joke bible, i'm sure it'd give you inspiration for kiki and yoko ono.
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