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Saturday, June 03, 2006 grandchildren! 10:27 AM i told my dad, don't they feel like your grandkids? and that since he's probably not going to get grandkids, he should treasure the time that they are staying with us. why isn't he going to get grandchildren? well, cos puja's never going to get married and even if she does she's going to freeze her kids. i doubt frozen kids are any fun to play with. and as for me, sadly, pathetically, no one is going to want to marry me so i have given up. hahaha i shouldn't give them false hope, yes? =) anyway i am depressed. i am depressed, no not because no one is going to want to marry me (that's still tragic though!), but because the 2 people i expected who would stand by me through this whole arangetram thing, well, aren't really there. i guess they've got other priorities. like themselves. and whatnot. i guess i really shouldn't expect at all. or if i was to have expected something, it would have to be that i can't expect them to do what i expect. hahaah. i feel like saying, hey thanks for asking but it isn't going too well, i'm fucking up in class and i have a month more and somehow i don't think that even i if practice everyday i'll never reach the performance level. sigh. i could go on, but the people who i'd like to talk to just, well, aren't there. depressed people should not read sylvia plath. haha. who by the way, is my new favourite author. so what if she only has one novel? hahaha. the belljar is effing fantastic. she writes the stuff that you wouldn't even want to admit to yourself. and her words have this amazing truth to them. i like her. even though she stuck her head in the oven and killed herself. i can't put the book down. so i shall go read more sylvia and further drepress myself. =) 0 comments |