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Saturday, March 11, 2006 ughyay. 5:15 PM i totally wasn't prepared to dance, yea? it took me 1 1/2 items to warm up. wasn't nervous, but was feeling ugh i don't feel like doing thisss why now why mee whine. and then the minute i stepped on stage it was this wonderful feeling, like this is where i belong. i wanna dance forever and ever and ever and ever!! it was alright, given that i made up many many steps in numerous items, such that it can be considered my choreography but no one could tell yay! although i don't think boss is very happy. esp after the shelling he gave me on friday to remember certain parts which i tend to forget. i also took the easy way out and skipped all the muzhumandis and changed steps when i felt it was too hard to do hhahhaa. i suck. anyway i apologised to boss. he gave me this we'll talk later i'm hungry i haven't eaten lunch no one commented on my nattuvangam look. hahha. but seriously, it was so fucking hot. my mother was complaining about how hot the auditorium was and i just GLARED at her with this how do you think I was feeling look. i mean, come on. it's like frigging 1 pm in the afternoon, and today of ALL days has to be one of the hottest days EVER and i just had to dance today. asked boss to switch off the yellow lights, but nooo he says pple cannot see you. ugh. oh comeon, it's the frigging afternoon! the audience isnt blind! the yellow lights were horrible. they emit these horrible suffocating heat waves. and if u just stand on stage not moving, you can feeeeel the heat and feeel the sweat running down and all you want to do is to rip off the many many layers of the costume (yes i know fine arts ain't a strip joint.) and take off my salangai and throw it at the damn light! i hate you yellow lights! I HATE YOU! grrr. and you know what. i am a pathetic loser. i have no friends! -WAIL- no one came to watch me dance boohissss. all those who said they could backed out on me last min. =( anuja is sad. -takes a deep breath- parvin had duty, vishnu is not in town, susel ran off for a birthday party (a birthday party for god sakes!!), viknes had to go to court (no she's no criminal..YET. haha) huren had rehearsal for a performance on sunday, poorna ran away to nusntusmu open house, bavani had vanavil auditions (which she called me to help out for completely forgetting i had a perf yarrrgh), hall pple have nus open house/choir/study/simply not interested), bhavani said she had to go study, some just aren't bothered. oh i am so sad. i am a pathetic loser. no one wants to watch me dance! on the bright side, sangee came! sangee me lous you! you made my day! =) really! hahaha. thanks for all the help with the undressing. and vasu! thanks for the emceeing, you did a great job! i know i suck at it haha stop telling everybody how i ruined your perf in india okay. =) and wonderful singing lavi. you rock. and well, so sorry for my screwups and your adapting to my screwups. haha. you shd go pro i say. and you're gorgeousss. =) and navan. thanks for coming, i appreciate it. next time SIT DOWN and watch the perf. you have no idea how distracting it is for a dancer, who's focusing on the back of the hall so she wont look at the audience, to suddenly see a hideously tall guy stand up and talk on his phone and then continue standing! yarrgh. i made mistake cos of yooou whine. hahaha. but anyway, i do appreciate the fact that you came down. next time come say hello. you have to make it up to mee i insist. haha. and anu, and druti, my lovely dance babes. great to see you! esp anu who rushed down from work. thanks lotsss. was so happy to have my grandma there. she looks so happy everytime i dance. =) her smile is just genuine. i love you gwandma! and athai! hope you're keeping well. love you so muchhh. now to get on with life, yes? 0 comments |