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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

BAH.

10:15 AM
i just called this government institution that i applied for an internship with to check on my application status, because it's been a while and they regret to inform that only successful applicats will be contacted.

so i had to at least find out if i was an unsuccessful applicant. oh, btw, i am. hah. she says that if i have been shortlisted i would have been told by now. gee thanks.

%$!@ see now this is what comes from expecting. life's less harsh when you don't expect. and i REALLY thought i would get it. i thought my essay was good. my grades are good. i fulfilled most of their requirements.

i never used to expect, so i'd feel less disappointed. but lately i've begun to. maybe i should revert back to my original let's-not-get-too-hopeful attitude.

okla deprive me of a scholarship after my A levels, i'm not scholarship material (no S papers what %$#!@$#^%) but will giving me an internship kill you?

i'm convinced that i'm never going to get a job.



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