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Tuesday, March 28, 2006 well, i am no angel. 2:49 AM not sure if you will actually read this. not sure if it's right of me to do this so publicly. then again, not sure if there's any other mode of communication. if you protest, let me know. i'll take it down. at least i'll know that you read it. here goes. so where do we stand now? it ended just so suddenly. okay, you can hardly call it a breakup, not like a relationship was involved. are we still friends? i'd sure like that to be the case. and it ended on such an impersonal note. through msn? i didn't like that. it was abrupt. didn't know if the things that i was saying were actually reaching you. i didn't like it at all. i want to know how you're feeling. i'm sorry, but you are a friend of mine, a close friend at that and i DO care. i know things didn't go exactly the way you wanted them to. the issue is not you. don't fault yourself. if it doesn't happen, it doesn't. you can't force such things. hope you understand. and i can't answer why. you know something? you've never made me doubt myself. but you made me do so for the first time yesterday. not very fun. and yesterday, i was tired. i'd had a fun day. it was 2 am. i wasn't prepared to deal with serious shit. and then you sounded so accusatory, i got defensive and indifferent. i shdn't have thrown out the 'if i can, so can you' line. that was below the belt. we are/were in 2 different situations, not right for me to do so. but still. there's nothing i can do to help you, you gotta help yourself. and hey, i REALLY did think that we were good, yes the baggage was there and we were already happy happy. and i was glad. glad that the normality had returned. but i guess not anymore. so tell me. what happens now? it's your call, your decision. all i know is, this seems the 'finalest' of them all. and it ended so suddenly. talk to me will you? give me a call, you're always welcome to call me. i hope, that at least this friendship is worth something to you. take care. I'm No Angel Dido If you gave me just a coin for every time we say goodbye Well I'd be rich beyond my dreams, I'm sorry for my weary life I know I'm not perfect but I can smile And I hope that you see this heart behind my tired eyes If you tell me that I can't, I will, I will, I'll try all night And If I say I'm coming home, I'll probably be out all night I know I can be afraid but I'm alive And I hope that you trust this heart behind my tired eyes I'm no angel, but please don't think that I won't try and try I'm no angel, but does that mean that I can't live my life I'm no angel, but please don't think that I can't cry I'm no angel, but does that mean that I won't fly I know I'm not around each night And I know I always think I'm right I can believe that you might look around I'm no angel, but please don't think that I won't try and try I'm no angel, but does that mean that I can't live my life I'm no angel, but please don't think that I can't cry I'm no angel, but does that mean that I won't fly. 0 comments |