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Monday, March 03, 2008

dedication

10:40 AM
i have a nagging feeling that academically this semester is going to be disappointing. it's halfway through the sem and even with my paying attention and taking copious notes i still feel like i haven't learnt ANYTHING since the start of the sem.

i remember watching this malay horror movie on tv12 (ooh those were the days of tv 12! and SBC!) and this woman-creature-thing was devouring a lot of meat and whatever she ate would fall out of the back of her head. they showed it in graphic detail. it was kinda gross. and scary. and i slept in my parents room that night. anyway, i digress. my studying seems to be just like that. my head is porous! i am pedantic! right puja? hahhaa

i think its dedication when you wake up at 7 30 to practice dance even when you are cramping so badly and are generally tired. and you still go for class later where you know it is going to be exhausting to dance. and think.

i don't know if i deserve to have canceled saturday night's class, and i now the mother wants me to cancel tuesday's class. ahh choices! now i keep thinking of the facebook group 'sorry, i can't, i have dance' and i realise my entire life has been giving up something else for dance. my priorities have changed, i don't know if i am comfortable with that. issues! :(

the next 2 weeks are going to be insane.

cramps cramps go away!



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