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Sunday, May 06, 2007 fog. 6:49 PM i'm missing everyone terribly already. i moved out of hall today, and packing was so sad. throwing away notes, remembering how long i took to do them and how much or little i actually studied, taking sweet notes off the wall, remembering production and dramafeste and culture nite and the good times, uploading more sex and the city episodes on crankypants, watching more sex and the city in random people's rooms, sleeping on floormates beds, no more yelling BEANSTALK at dilys, no more running into des' room and threatening to sit on her pillow, no more catching jinling watching friends with her china textbook open unnecessarily in front of her, no more walking into lishi's room to find her sleeping and then sleeping in her room to james' horror, no more random late night conversations about everything and nothing at the same time. i'm sad. even if we do meet up, things are not going to be the same. i'm going to miss you guys like fuck. i have last minute images stuck in my head. des brushing her teeth, lish ironing her clothes, christina with a tennis racket, jinling with a bowl of instant noodles, cheryl and her boy... ash and nini, love you guys to bitsss. nini remember us okay, with ahem-ahem there with you now, and ash we understand if you can't facebook as much with your dial up connection. (: and pearlie! i don't know if i'll even see you, even though you live 10 houses away! :( better keep in touch, bitches. all of you. i'm even going to miss the washing machines that screw up my laundry and the toilets that have no toilet paper. we never did find that mystery shitter did we? hahaha. my room didn't look my room anymore. with the furniture shifted, everything cleared out. 'anuja' things taken off the walls. no longer was it MY room. it was just a room, any room. it's just 4 concrete walls. i've left kent ridge. i don't know if i'm ever coming back. and then in a few days, i'll be off. i don't think i've spent more than 2 weeks in my own house in year. heh. and this US trip is terrifying for so many reasons. it's time for me to grow up, get a grip and take responsibility. but i don't want to. so many 'what ifs'. i hate 'what ifs'. everything's so...dubious. and i heard today, i got into davis, my 2nd choice, not berkeley, my first as i assumed i would. fuck la. i knew the lamp breaking was not a good sign. eee so many bad signs before i go off. shites. ok byebye i shall go wallow in fear, confusion, sadness and self pity. toodlessss. 0 comments |